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[[File:Baby_Maci_parents.png|thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/fe6a82481bbb1b6d3934cbd59e81d79c/27701d736a22002c-87/s1280x1920/bcba4383f114c7c419cb19e2d1101c3e614b4866.png|left|Baby Maci and her parents, Persephone and Hades.]]
Macaria is the only child of Hades and Persephone (“Seph”), King and Queen of the Underworld. Though initially reluctant to have a child, Hades conceded at Seph’s insistence, and Maci was born in the fall, about a century after they had first been married. Arrangements were made with [[Demeter]] to allow a temporary exception to the Pomegranate Agreement that dictated Seph’s seasonal location, permitting her to remain
When Maci was 5 and this arrangement ended, she began to travel with her mother each spring
[[File:Toddler_Maci.png|200px|thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/62ea209b0bd4bba6a593558f8aeeacb8/79568795bc873b3a-88/s1280x1920/4a4c689c1ef70370462a44d1fd082d6a8362886b.png|Maci, age 5.]]
For the next five years, Maci continued to travel with her mother seasonally
==Adolescence, ages 10 to 17==
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By the age of 10, Maci had never actually known her father without her mother at his side. The version of Hades who existed when Seph was home in the fall was Maci’s hero; though always stiff in nature, he held a soft spot for his little daughter next to the spot reserved for his wife. Hades had also, of course, never been responsible for taking care of Maci without Seph there with him. It was easy to bounce Maci’s high-maintenance hyperactivity against Persephone, who was usually mellow, cool, and unshakeable. The disposition of Hades - easily irritable and short-tempered himself - was less equipped to handle Maci’s whims and moods without Seph there.
During the first spring that she spent home, Maci was
<big>'''✧*̥˚A brief interlude: Maci & the twins*̥˚✧'''</big>
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<big>'''✧*̥˚Anyway*̥˚✧'''</big>
With Hades pulling away during this first year, Maci pushed closer to Thanatos and Hypnos, spending even more time than usual with them at the [[House of Nyx]]. Hades grumbled
[[File:Maci11.png|200px|left|thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/f0c29b144463f54161f938e9c0186b94/44e60867a1dcfb0f-36/s1280x1920/d67631e412cf7490858a29478f947681f530f016.png|Maci at age 11.]]
When her mother left again the next year and Hades withdrew once more, Maci’s frustrations skyrocketed
In the background of Maci's life by this time, she was heartbroken to discover that Thanatos was formally dating his first girlfriend, a timid goddess called [[Amechania]], “Amey.” Unbeknownst to Maci, their relationship behind the scenes was a nightmare, but Maci was oblivious, and only concerned with how her friendship with Thanatos would be affected. In between causing a ruckus in the palace with Hades, she vented constantly to a beleaguered Hypnos about her jealousy. Hypnos knew about Maci’s crush on Thanatos - he also knew what Thanatos was really like – and as well, he suspected that Thanatos and Amey’s relationship was not as perfect as it seemed. But Hypnos was a victim of Thanatos’ abuse behind his own scenes and was terrified to intervene beyond trying to gently nudge Maci away from him, a hint that she refused to pick up on. When Amey suddenly disappeared within the next year, Maci (now 13) was only relieved that perhaps Thanatos would notice her.
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Months later, Maci was irritated to be privately pulled aside by Sophie. She was babbling insanity, something weird about being in danger, and ''Maci'' being in danger – nonsense about how Thanatos was not what he seemed, and that both of them needed to get away before it was too late. But Thanatos only seemed confused when Maci told him what Sophie had said, and she was smugly delighted when Thanatos agreed that his relationship with Sophie had probably run its course.
Maci never saw her again. He was dating another girl by the next year, [[Hesychia]], “Hess,” the mute Goddess of Silence, and soon took residence with her in one of the cave constructed homes of [[Tartarus]]. Maci resumed anguishing jealously in the background, made all the harder by the fact that she was spending nearly every waking moment with Thanatos and Hypnos (and now Hess, always silent, looking more haunted by the day). Maci, now age 14, could not stand to be in the same room as Hades. The palace shared by just the two of them sat with uncomfortably tense silence, only ever broken by screaming arguments that usually ended in Hades throwing her out of the palace, or Maci storming out of her own accord, either way ending up with the twins in Nyx's house or at [[Thanatos’ cave]].[[File:Hessthanmaci.png||thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/675d1dfba5e50d7bedaf42041cdc1e13/bd2beba9260775ea-86/s1280x1920/fb63723d25c7a1302a8b88053e816ea12bba5dfd.png|Hess & Thanatos, both age 19, and Maci, age 14.]] She would slink back days later and repeat, even moodier from Thanatos’ continued relationship with Hess. The following year, with Maci now 15, Seph came home and for the first time, the simmering tension between her husband and daughter was too great to hide.
The [[Elysium palace]] was completed by Maci’s 16th birthday and presented as a gift to her with Hades’ name on it. It stood tall in the depths of Elysium, a natural safe haven due to the magical barrier surrounding Elysium’s outskirts, installed by the Olympians ago and eternally enchanted to keep out anything evil. But Thanatos (who could not cross the barrier and could not let anyone find this out) pointed out to Maci what a slap in the face this gift was, a clear message that her parents wanted her out of their sight. Maci was incensed. She refused to set foot in the palace, lashing out with accusations of the theories Thanatos had placed in her head. Instead of doing anything to reassure her, Hades was instead furious at this most egregious display of disrespect, a last straw among last straws. The fight that followed, and the cruel words that were exchanged, was their worst to date.
She knew she was pretty, and noticed every time she was ''noticed'' - she had never dated anyone, but she suspected that the personality she put on within the Underworld was probably what caused most people to recoil from her. But Thanatos knew her like no one else did, and she had always tried to be her most true self around him. If even her true self was unlovable, what then? Hypnos tried to talk sense into her - she was too young, now only just shy of 17 years old, he reminded her, and besides, it was for the best that she stay as far away from Thanatos as possible. Maci only insisted that Thanatos certainly ''seemed'' to reciprocate her feelings - and there ''was'' no one else that seemed to like her, even platonically. Fueled by anxiety and almost 17 years of emotional betrayal, it dawned on her the circumstances that she felt she'd created for herself. The desperate, frantic feeling inside began to overwhelm her.
==Ages 17 to 20... Thanatos.
<small>[[Macaria#toc|(Return to top)]]</small>
'''''ONCE AGAIN, REMEMBER, BUT SPECIFICALLY HERE... CONTENT WARNINGS FOR EMOTIONAL, PHYSICAL & SEXUAL ABUSE; THIS SECTION IS A TOUGH READ, PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION'''''
[[File:maci17.png|thumb|200px|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/a4a15280434e23c281d4042d7124f4b4/tumblr_ov1u752a131r291rco2_1280.png|Maci, age 17.]]
Maci was now 17, and was being eaten alive by gnawing desperation, but she’d circled back to reminding herself that at least she was pretty.
Thanatos was always discreetly monitoring Maci for his own ulterior motives and he had been in the crowd that had formed. He was alarmed – not over Maci’s visibly waning mental health in this moment, but merely at the thought of
Thanatos appeared next to Maci and made a show of concerned outrage, beginning a hushed argument between them in front of the grumbling crowd until Thanatos told her that he’d keep her safe by sleeping with her himself. Finally stunned into acquiescence, Maci allowed him to teleport her with him back to the palace. Once they were alone, she lashed out at Thanatos for making fun of her, but Thanatos (who knew exactly how to talk to her and what she wanted to hear), assured her that he wasn’t joking. He told her that sure, doing all of this was… unhinged, but who was he to stop her from doing whatever she wanted to do? She was the Princess, after all. And if she was dead-set on sleeping with random people – sure, why not, but also… why not let that first random person be someone she knew and trusted, instead? Tearfully, Maci confessed that she could not possibly allow him to have sex with her out of pity, for she was in love with him, and always had been. And Thanatos, playing her like a fiddle, replied that he’d always loved her too - that was all it took. [[File:Oof_redraw.png|thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/87a263290ef3c93145891bbfd6957a62/bfaa7d9e15bafcd9-3e/s1280x1920/9ffe5868ff11ad91cf317685663f07bb1e7d06aa.png|left|Maci (17) and Thanatos, at the very beginning of their relationship.]]
Maci and Thanatos began to date, and Thanatos insisted they continue as an open relationship to allow Maci to meet her goal of sleeping with as many people as possible. The sex addiction that would follow Maci for the rest of her eternal life well into the present day (and never resolved) began here, as she was instantly intoxicated by the rush of endorphins and easy attention that came with. Meanwhile, Hypnos acted weirder than he ever had now that Maci and Thanatos were together, perhaps, in Maci's opinion, on the verge of a nervous breakdown. She chalked it up to jealousy (at Thanatos’ expert assessment) and paid him no mind.
Thanatos hit her for the first time about a month and a half in.
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When it happened Maci burst into flames and threw him out; he didn't argue and retreated to his home in Tartarus. Days later, when she could no longer stand being alone, and felt that the string of anonymous sex she was having was no longer a sufficient band-aid, Maci sought him back out and demanded answers. Thanatos was all syrup sweet apologies, promising it would never happen again and swearing he had no idea what had come over him. Desperate to bury this and move on, refusing to acknowledge the glowing red flags and with no one else to turn to, Maci had Thanatos swear an unbreakable [[Stygian oath]] that he would never hit her again. He did swear this on Styx as asked. This was in fact the only time he would ever hit her through the rest of their relationship.
A few days later, Maci was with Thanatos when out of nowhere his mood turned
Over the next few days, weeks, months, Thanatos carefully outlined their new dynamic. He explained he ''was'' in love with her; he’d always ''been'' in love with the blind adoration and worship she held for him, though now he loved the look of fear in her eyes much more. Maci tried to break up with him – he refused. That wasn’t up to her. When Maci sought out Hypnos, he followed her to him with his scythe, and revealed, as Hypnos sobbed and bled, that Hypnos also didn’t make decisions of his own.
Maci couldn’t process the cruelty that was being inflicted upon her by her best friend, the love of her life, the only fucking person who had ever seemed to care about her. In fact, Thanatos seemed to enjoy reminding her that there ''was'' no one else beyond him. It was springtime by now, and Hades was not about to notice that anything was amiss in Maci's personal life. It was the time of year that Hades hardly noticed she even ''existed.'' When Thanatos began to wield his scythe against her too, Hades did not
But though she was horrified to admit it, during these early months Maci was still in love with Thanatos, and she also couldn't stomach the thought of solitude. She was crippled by a fear of abandonment that had festered and grown by this time in her life. Thanatos plied her with niceties and the attention she craved, taking pleasure in the way he could easily dictate the rise and fall of Maci’s hopes, and she remained wrapped miserably around his fingers even when his faux kindness turned viciously cruel. She told herself over and over that at least he was better than no one. He also wasn't
This all went on,
[[File:macihypyeolde.png|thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/d93ae74077cd6ae497ad050f6c8dbef0/ff365166c3d2c562-86/s1280x1920/434b3a1b6193b5ec8befefda7b73a008e47b832c.png|Maci and Hypnos during the height of Thanatos' torment - bonding through their now mutual abuse, they began to lean on each other more and more when Thanatos was not looming over their heads. ]]
She also spent more time with Hypnos. He had always been a part of Maci’s life as her second best friend, but it was only now with the first spot open that Maci really started to
He found out, of course. It was at least a year later (Maci now 19 years old) that he finally acted in response, though Maci suspected he’d known for much longer before. Thanatos was always annoyed each time he caught the two of them together innocuously, but the level of anger he reached when revealing he knew their relationship was more than platonic was beyond anything he’d ever shown. Unfortunately, it was not difficult for Thanatos to twist this new dynamic back under his control. As an act of humiliating punishment, he forced Maci and Hypnos together; each terrified that the other would be hurt, they had become each other's biggest weaknesses. On this night, Thanatos used his scythe to slit Maci’s throat, nearly decapitating her.
[[File:choker.png|thumb|200px|left|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/a9f6f882161c31c23c0f65ac168eac83/tumblr_nylrh9cLcu1r291rco2_1280.png|Maci during the later stages of Thanatos' relationship, the beginning of the black choker accessory that would become part of her signature outfit through the modern day.]]
Gods cannot die, and even what would normally be considered a grievous injury could eventually knit back together
Not knowing where else to go, she looked for Thanatos, hoping at least Hypnos would be with him, and Thanatos promptly collected her back under his wing. During this second wave of their “relationship,” the occasional manipulative kindnesses he had sometimes tossed to her were no more. Thanatos was now bitter and cruel to Maci all the time. The resistance Maci had spit back upon him during those early years was also fizzled away - Maci quietly disassociated through each day. Thanatos' levels of physical violence escalated to include the occasional breaking of bones in addition to his ever-present scythe, and he now forced Maci and Hypnos together often. They still secretly clung to each other whenever they could, but both had numbly accepted that there would be no reprieve from this and Thanatos' constant surveillance. The passage of time was a blur. In public, Thanatos was somehow still all smooth charm, and though he was always flanked by a trembling Hypnos and an uncharacteristically docile version of Maci, no one ever guessed the truth.
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The scope of Thanatos’ abuse came to a final crescendo sometime after Maci was 20 years old (maybe even beyond that, as she had reached two decades and stopped counting her immortal years). Unbeknownst to Maci, Thanatos had secretly procured a poison that he believed could strip a deity of their immortality - this had always been a long-time dream of his. Though Hypnos had grown up listening to Thanatos talk about this impossible goal, he was floored when Thanatos bragged to him exactly how his relationship with Maci would soon come to an end.
Hypnos had never stood up to Thanatos before, but he knew that he could not let ''this'' happen. As Thanatos cornered Maci alone to insist that she drink the glass he’d prepared for her, both Maci ''and'' Thanatos were equally shocked when Hypnos burst between them and shattered the poison in the nick of time. While Thanatos was frozen in disbelief, Hypnos breathlessly explained what had almost just happened to her... and Maci's state of disassociation flickered. No deity had ever ''died'' before. The sheer, insane, terrifying gravity of the Fate that
He descended into an unhinged frenzy of rage and obscenity and lunged
And then it was over.
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The list of shocking accusations would have seemed almost impossible to believe if Seph herself had not witnessed Thanatos at his worst. In fact Thanatos, even while held now within the constraints of thorning vines, was no longer bothering to hide his chilling demeanor. As the three elder divinities listened to Maci explain the sequence of events with Hypnos timidly chiming in when prompted, their reactions varied. Nyx seemed… appropriately horrified, but strangely did not protest the descriptions of Thanatos’ behaviors. Seph was visibly furious and heartbroken, devastated that Maci had gone through this, especially without anyone realizing. As for Hades – at first, he managed to be skeptical, but the evidence of Thanatos’ crimes in Maci and Hypnos' clear injuries could not be denied, as well as Seph vouching for what she had personally seen. Staring next into Thanatos’ unrepentant icy glare, Hades too settled into anger that such a betrayal of the royal family had occurred.
Maci had chafed at the fact that her word alone was not enough for her father to unconditionally support her, but by the end of this conference, it was still clear that something needed to be done, and all eyes turned to Lord Hades to announce the punishment that Thanatos should face. But Hades suddenly seemed troubled in a different way, and after a period of terse silence, he unexpectedly requested to speak to Maci alone. He sent everyone out of the throne room and Maci, with some anxiety, faced her father one on one.
Hades was quiet for a long time. He solemnly began to explain to her that since Thanatos was a Death God, one of only two in eternity’s existence, he did not think there was anything he could comfortably do to punish him, lest he risk the collapse of the functioning of the Underworld. Then, as Maci listened in dull horror, unable to believe what she was hearing, Hades turned ''on her,'' exasperation and frustration in his voice. He demanded to know how could she ''choose'' to get involved with ''this situation,'' knowing Thanatos was essentially untouchable? What exactly did she expect him to do to fix this now? Hades turned vicious, falling back into their pattern of relationship after all this time - had she done this on purpose to make a scene and be the center of attention again, wasn’t that just oh so typical of her? And for that matter how ''dare'' she prostitute herself across the Underworld, making a fool out of the King? He spat that he had always assumed she could take care of herself, but now it was clear that she was not capable of it, and again, what did she possibly expect him to do now that she had ruined her own life, and ''allowed'' Thanatos to take advantage of her stupidity?
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<big>'''✧*̥˚Maci literally would not begin to deal with any of the emotional or mental effects of her childhood and adolescence until about 2,000 years later, throughout the canon Elysium'verse.'''✧*̥˚</big>
==The birth of Maci's half-sister==
<small>[[Macaria#toc|(Return to top)]]</small>
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The magnitude of this event was actually enough to briefly unite Seph, Hades, and Maci together as a furious trio, even despite all that had just taken place – Maci jumped at the chance to push back her own trauma and distract herself with her mother’s. Though Seph was enraged, she forbade Hades from retaliating against his brother and starting an all-out war, and [[Melinoe]], the daughter of Zeus and Persephone, was born that winter as an ironclad palace secret between the three of them. Melinoe’s appearance was strange – her skin-tone was stark ivory white on one side, and pure pitch black on the other. The plan all along had been to throw her to Olympus for the Olympians to deal with the consequences of their actions, but Zeus was disgusted by her clearly Chthonic appearance and refused to take her. Outranked by the King of the Gods, and then following the discovery of a specific prophecy from [[the Fates]], Hades and Seph begrudgingly agreed to keep Melinoe around. [[File:premelmel.png|thumb|link=https://64.media.tumblr.com/bbf5f035f996dc1892373379999dc350/5049951510780ed6-b1/s1280x1920/45d944155b9b77b73e0da32edae2464f125d7c56.png|The "blank" Melinoe as a younger child, and Maci at this time.]]
The absolute minimal level of care was provided to her; they were unable to take revenge on Zeus directly and retaliated against him by dealing with Melinoe in a cold, neglectful way. It was
Hades watched Maci suspiciously, unbeknownst to her. ''He'' knew that how he was choosing to handle Melinoe was wrong – but he didn’t know if Maci would realize it, as she was recovering from the Thanatos debacle and still on edge from being deprived of all socialization. He feared that if Maci decided that she could connect with Melinoe over their shared mistreatment ''by him'' that they could unite against him. He had not shared with Maci the details of Melinoe’s mysterious prophecy, either – the gist of which stated that Melinoe would grow to become either the embodiment of all goodness, or the manifestation of all evil, but just one, and only time would tell which. As Melinoe grew into toddlerhood Hades bit back bile and extended an olive branch to Maci, softening his demeanor to her completely
For Hades’ course of action was to make Maci complicit in Melinoe’s neglectful abuse. Melinoe was a bizarre child. Even as a newborn, she never cried and hardly slept, and as she got older, she never spoke; she just stared all day at her caretakers with
For a total of eight years, Maci and Hades primarily were responsible for “raising” Melinoe – Seph wanted absolutely no part of her life
Only time was going to tell which destiny Melinoe would fulfill; time, and, as it turned out, the environment she was raised in, a detail the Fates had not mentioned. A catalog of kindnesses and cruelties were intended to be used as a gauge by the two souls that lay dormant inside of her, but after eight years of constant neglect and endless cruelty, the cosmic scales had tipped so far in one direction that Melinoe, age 8, no longer even ''needed'' to grow up to decide which direction would take control. On a random day, it was Maci who bore witness to the physical manifestation of ''all evil'' taking control of the physical vessel it had been sharing this whole time, and Melinoe came into her powers.
Melinoe, a whole new person, addressed Maci
For now, after Melinoe had departed, Maci’s relationship with Hades immediately crumbled apart. Melinoe’s turn to evil served as a wakeup call too little too late and Maci was horrified at the role she’d unwittingly played, but Hades would not hear it, and instead began to blame Maci both for Melinoe’s rise in power and for allowing her to escape. Maci realized she’d been played by her father. With eight years having passed, even while secluded within the palace, Maci had regained the ability to put on a show of bold confidence, and she had fucking had enough. Melinoe had been the palace’s dirty secret, and now she was clearly going to be a problem for the kingdom and anyone who encountered her. Threatening to expose the fact that Hades was the monster who had made her, Maci demanded he lift the embargo that still stood and let her do as she pleased - she had no love left for him, and intended to gladly stay out of Hades’ way. Annoyed at how all of this had gone on, Hades agreed. Eight years later, Maci's isolation was over.
One of the first things Maci did was reunite with Hypnos
They mutually agreed that their romantic relationship
Maci, though stifling the litany of trauma deep within herself, and doing so for the next two millennia, now considered herself to be fully
Two thousand years of Maci reestablishing her libido and reputation in her kingdom, dating many other random
=Beginning of canon content=
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Bearing the very child who was now prophesied to take over the divine role of their most hated enemy unlocked a new emotion of smugness mixed with terror, though fully processing this news was delayed by Neo's growing powers in utero ruining Maci's life. They discovered that each time baby Neo was awake, her uncontrollable powers were triggered to knock Maci out completely into this terrifying pseudo-comatose state, over and over. After about a month of this psychological torment, hell for both Maci and Tory, Maci had reached her mental breaking point. She and Tory begged Ilythia to supernaturally accelerate the pregnancy to bring Neo out faster, which she did, thus adjusting Maci’s due date from October to July. The staggering overnight difference in pregnancy stage was a small price to pay in exchange for this pending relief.
===The kidnapping of Neona===
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Maci's interactions with Chal during this very time period are detailed moreso within Chal's section here on Maci's page, but suffice to say she was already handling herself poorly on a daily basis, while meanwhile Neo was beginning to happily train under the weapon-master god [[Enyalios]] to learn how to properly wield her scythe. Maci shut down completely. Though she'd known the Fated role Neo was destined to fulfill since before she was born, now the mere sight of her own daughter proudly wielding a duplicate of the very weapon that had caused Maci so much harm brought back anger, distress, and anxiety that she'd thought she'd already dealt with long ago. In truth, Maci had always been in denial of the fact that she had ''never'' actually dealt with ''any'' of the aftermath from Thanatos' hold on her, breezing past the trauma she'd endured to "deal with later," with that "later" being a time she never intended to reach.
Reeling from this tidal wave, grappling already with the concurrent situation going on with Chal's presence, Maci's relationship with Neo suddenly became laced with a tension that had not been there before
During this time, intervention upon intervention was had. Patiently as Maci disintegrated, Tory held fast by her side, but insisted again and again to her stubborn and petulantly deaf ears that there was no way out but through. Burying the trauma of her past with Thanatos had never ''really'' worked and had now been forced to the surface, too great and overwhelming to return from whence it came. Maci ''had'' to deal with this.
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